A different me

I have noticed a change in me.

I don't know if people have noticed it but it annoys me to think that I am actually annoying. One time, my hubby was telling me about something he thinks is irrelevant at work. I didn't find it irrelevant at all. So I pestered him and pushed him and nag him why it didn't affect him. Even without him telling me, I knew that he was annoyed at me. But I blamed it all on PMS.

A few days after PMS, I was talking to somebody about a person who didn't deserve all the good things that are coming his way. I was whining vehemently as if I just lost a million pounds. If you know what I mean. And I just realized that the person I was talking to was probably confused and annoyed at me. That person would have yelled, "who cares?" if manners didn't stop him =)

So I am thinking, was I always like this? Or if not, what brought this on? Is it because I need to voice out my opinion and reassure myself that I am still a thinking animal even if I just stay at home and play with my baby all the time?

Oh man! Gotta do something about that before I drive everyone who matters to me away. Kibranza na sa mga hindi! Hehehe.